I just lost all of my entry. Damnit fucking bitches. :sighes: I really dont feel up to re typing that. Main points
Im afraid
I dont want to lose Ian
I dont want to hold him back
I want to cut so badly
I made many promises that I wouldnt
I'm fighting with almost everything within me
I cant cry
I dont know why
Ian says that if we dont talk tonight its over
I cant cry, I just cant cry
People dont want to see me break down again
Maybe I'm becoming just too goddamn dramatic
Maybe I should just run away
Thinking on it of course
Rightio... Im off, I think those were the main points.
Courtney