Rp and jealousy
 3:06 p.m. & 2002-12-08

well....here I am, after pictures. Not really thrilled with life at all, not even being able to depend on myself. Im listening to "Invited" by Alanis...:;sighes:: so many reminders that songs bring us. Not from my pov of course...but someone elses...not to exploit anyone here..so lets just say that its from the "Dragon Lovers" pov. it kills me to say that, to reveal that i dont really know why Im jealous. But time goes on. Im in a Rp with Emily....its going alright. here..ill sample what we've got so far.:::: CrimsonRedJade: ::A small petite figure followed the shadows, curls tumbling downward like a pouring waterfall to her waist....Greyish eyes with a hint of violet traced the sidewalk ahead of her...The night was cold...as was her whole mind. CrimsonRedJade: poisoned with ideas of things not possiable. After years of tracking down...She had finally found him...She let herself take a shallow breath inward, so scared....shivering now...hugging her coat closer to her form. Only a few more CrimsonRedJade: blocks, only a few more. She clutched a small tourn piece of paper in her left hand, the hand writing reading. " 1098 Abandon� Dr. " her hand crumpled the paper up, and stuffed it in her pocket, mind mentally remembering. Hues of CrimsonRedJade: confusion closed, as her footsteps progressed on ward. He opened them once more, wondering why was she doing this?? Walking in the freezing cold in the middle of the night....Why?..So many years had been placed forward. So many, CrimsonRedJade: since she had seen his face. heard his voice. the reason of leaving was unclear...and now that she had found him...that was sought to be figured. She walked up a winding drive, her boots clicked against the drive....closer...closer. CrimsonRedJade: She walked to the door....knocking firmly..Unsure of what to expect..or even if he would remember. No answer. She knocked once more. Only the silent progression of the night. She gave a small sigh...before....two twin blinding CrimsonRedJade: headlights swerved into view...and the shiver of time came to her once more.:: CrimsonRedJade: She* XSensualDragonX: ::He kept his eyes on the road from behind the wheel of his black Sedan. His headlights cut through the dim dark and flashed his route out in white light. His blonde hair fell slightly over his left eye casually. He tightened XSensualDragonX: his grip on the wheel and turned onto his long driveway. He blinked groggily and wanted a cup of coffee badly. He'd spent last night in a bar, watching the game on the eighteen inch screen, surrounded by drunk individuals. ^^ thats all we've got now. But...::shrug:: maybe it'll get good. Im waiting for Cande to get back...I need to talk to her. And for some odd reason I had the urge to Accent the e on her name. ::Laughs:: Cande..if your reading this your new name is Cand�.. ::giggles:: sorry hun...Just a habit. ::sighes and hits head:: Im no longer depressed about my break up...just having jealously. And that my friends, is worse than heartbreak. Adieu mon amours and amies, Courtney

remember when?
lover you don't have to love - Sunday, Jul. 06, 2014
- - Thursday, Dec. 22, 2005
Catch up? - Tuesday, Sept. 20, 2005
nothing - Monday, Aug. 29, 2005
missing dland - Thursday, Aug. 04, 2005

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