I guess I don't know what to do anymore at this point. What happens in their relationship is solely between them. I shouldn't be meddling in it. I just wish I could hide away in my own corner of the world right now. Oh wait, I already am. With a friend who isn't talking to me, a mystery man who has dissapeared for tonight, and a friend who's having a blast in NYC.. I'm more alone then ever. But really, it doesn't surprise me. Its inevitable. : sighes : This entry is getting pretty pointless.. Actually this whole fucking diary is. All I write about are things that people don't even believe in. Maybe I should end it.. 300 some odd entries of nothing.
Courtney