Today was an interesting day in the least. ::sighes and over views:: I just finished my post with Emily. Draco x Harry!! mmmm...you know you want to read. heheh..
Emily:::he heard the soft cry and sat up. He opened the curtains a little. "Harry?" What he saw startled him and made him sick to his stomach. he stumbled out from the curtains and came up behind him. "What the fucked he do to you?" He cursed when he saw the bruise and slammed the dorm door open. Well, if Weasley was startled already he would be now. he barged out and caught sight of the red-head. he lunged at him, knocking him to the floor solidly. He straddled him and his fist collided thickly with Weasley's jaw. And it didn't stop there. This felt very relieving. He ignored his bastard victom's struggles and pummeled him. he stopped only when he felt his raven-haired lover's presence behind him. he eased himself off the body and stood up, straightening out his robes. He lowered his eyes to the bloodied face of the redhead. he turned towards Harry and wrapped his arms around him. "C'mere." He dragged himself and Harry into the common room. Locked the door. He he. He had finally gotten a chance to do that. His only regret was why he had to.::
Me:::This wasnt the first time this had happened.The watched Draco pound each fist after fist into Ron. Each was well deserved. Ron had done this before. This was nothing compared to what he was used to. He remembered the worst tme ever, his mind taking him back there as if it were such an easy thing to do. Hermione had wanted to talk to Harry about how weird Ron was being to her lately. Ron had made Harry keep his word about his Abusive habits. Ron was his best friend! He had to, he always would. Red hair...green eyes were slammed down as his thoughts went blank for a second...Oh yes..yes.. Hermione was in the room with him. She was crying and he was comforting her. Ron broke down the door. He had screamed at them both. Hermione was suddenly a whore, and Harry? he was a back stabbing friend. Harry had gotten hermione out just in time to get head on into a fist fight. Fuck magic, this hurt more. This was the easiest way to get rid of anger. Harry learned quick then, it was best to let Ron just beat him to the pulp. Fighting back would make it hurt worse. each fist came into him, he was knocked to the floor. yes...and then he kicked him. Kicked him like the coward he was. yes. He spat at Harry. He told him never to touch hermione again. He left him there. And he remember most, that This was just a phase. Ron would let go of this. A boyish fight between a girl. But harry had no desire for hermione. He didnt care for her that way. he wanted to warn her about his habits...what ticked him off...what made him go off. He cringed inwardly. yes. The bruise he had now was nothing. He slipped back into Draco. The door was locked. He let a expressionless look come to his face. Why hadnt he stopped it again? He deserved it..Eyes were clouded with tears. Why? He didnt know. A tear slipped slightly. He kissed draco hungryily..."This isnt the first time..you shouldnt have done that...It was nothing.." He was used to be put in his place. He wasnt a coward against Ron. he just saved his fighting agaisnt things that mattered. Yes...mattered. He let his hands run over that body. Yes. he need this..he wanted this.."we shouldnt.." He couldnt stop himself. It had begun. ::
Am I a sicko or what? ::laughs:: Who cares. Anyway. Emily came back earlier this week. Things have been seemingly brighter. Im worried though, as to where Cande is. I saw her online earlier today, only she was on her away message. Ill let that go. Atleast I know shes alive. ::sighes:: No, L-mun though. ::narrows eyes:: I wonder. ::sighes:: Im thinking on getting some Marilyn Manson cd's lately. I heard somemore of his music earlier. Im really liking it. So, this might be leading to somewhere new. huh. I unlocked my diary. I realized that, if I have something to be said, It shouldn't be hiding behind a locked journal. I have enough courage to bare how Im feeling to the world, and put up with the shit they will give back if they dont agree. I've got to practice my violin ( Nikki ) by monday. I have to turn a practice record in, before I just strangle my band grade. ::dies:: This sucks. Im really anxious to see Emily's response to my post. This is the start of something really good, considering this Rp is sort of like one big fic. ^.^ You guys have no idea what your missing out on if your a writer, and you love obsess easily. ::raises her hand:: I know I do. School is almost done with. Im just like. "wow." Because in all actuality. IT Is like a big wow. Everything is moving really fast. And I don't know if I have enough time to soak all my thoughts together. I'm just ready for what the future holds, even if rough times are in the way. Like I said. I am ready. Heh. Tonight ended much better than the last one.
Courtney